For some reason, I have no explanation whatsoever as to why I did this, but I went in search of my ex-husband’s online. I have done this before, but did not find anything except from my first husband who by all internet accounts is doing fabulously. He contacted me several years ago because he was to be remarried and needed me to fill out some sort of paperwork for him. He is Catholic and was going to be remarried in the Catholic Church, and the marriage needed to be annulled through the church.
It was a positive experience.
I was happy for him and hearing from him removed some fears that I had about him thinking that I was a horrible person. We should have never gotten married. I knew that from the beginning, but I did not know how to say, no. I did not understand how to be in a relationship. I liked him very much as a person and felt that would be enough to make a relationship work – it did not work for him or me. We were both miserable and at very different places in our life. He was happy in his hometown, with his friends, near his family, and living a particular life that I would never fit into.
continued .. I Did Not Expect That
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