Saturday Adventures – Not Planned BEEP!

I had today all planned, I had my plans set by Monday. Today was the BIG library book sale and Ariel and I were all geared up to go. We had been excited about it for days! She even received a “free book” card from her summer reading that she was supposed to redeem at the sale. I hoped that today would go as planned because the rest of the week had not gone as planned pretty much every day.

After an exhausting day yesterday of high anxieties and other things not panning out, I was REALLY looking forward to this morning with Ariel.

I am not going to go into all of the incidents that happened this week, but it has been rough. My anxieties have been at an all time, Daniel’s anxieties have been at an all time high, and in the midst of it, I had confusing family dynamics that ALWAYS sends me into panic attacks. Although, I must say that both of my aunts this week were awesomely great. So that was good.  Another bonus was that I did not go into a panic, but I had the unfortunate moment of realization and acceptance of some painful truths about some of my family and me. Sometimes the truth is just too hard to accept.

I finally concluded that I could not go to my sister’s baby shower who lives about three and half hours away.
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