Holiday Happiness

First of all I want to say Happy Holidays and I hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday! I know that it can be difficult for some, this year happens to be one of the better holiday seasons that I have had. For those of you who need some love and hugs here you go.

I used this image because Daniel liked it best. :-)

I found myself pleasantly surprised at how jolly I was feelings…

I even found myself not being as depressed and anxious as I normally seem to be – when I think of holidays dread normally comes to mind. Yesterday, I was doing very well too. I went to work out early in the morning, had to make a trip to the store which, turned out to be nice and quiet. It was mostly full of men and I found it interesting that the wild rampage buzz that has been around for weeks was not there at all. I actually got into a conversation at the check-out and left Wal-Mart all smiles. All smiles! Yes, it was a Christmas miracle. However, later in the afternoon social confusion took a toll and many triggers were set off. I will not go into detail, but basically it was triggered by someone either trying to make me feel guilty or it was their own guilt.

I could not discern because despite how well I am feeling all of the things that my mind is processing still leaves me fragile. 

Continued ... Holiday Happiness